Oops, it was a horrible typo, I'll edit it. I didn't sleep a wink last night, I was too upset.

I've been overseas and just returned to the US. The first time I saw Johnny was at this year's Nationals. His skating was so beautiful and right away I was rooting for him. I guess I had no idea how emotionally involved I had become in wanting him to do his best until the FS last night.

I think if he had skated his best and finished fourth I wouldn't have been so upset. In the end, it is his skating and him just being himself and not his medals that attract people.